Nothing happens in my mind now, I just sit pensive by the window without doing nothing..just thinking about my future..How can i be like this???Oh no!!!i cannot be like this forever,I need to create my spirit to achieve my goal... Yup,that's it..I have to stop crying,not forever,but just for the recent thing that happen to me.Alhamdulillah,I realize now that is no used for me to cry anymore so..from now..I decide to study hard..actually not to study hard but study smart to get my dream become true.For this semester,I want to get 3.5 above to redeem my last mistake..I call my mother last night and she said I just need to study and do not think about the other things.As a student,nothing important beside study,study and study...I want to make my parents proud of me and their smile is very important to me right now because they already sacrificed many things for me.As the eldest children,I need to show the good model to my others siblings.So life must go on,I still have a long journey to go and I hope everyone beside me will help and guide me to the one destination of my life......
